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又寂寞又美好
  

  又寂寞又美好

  ——小任

  其实所有的感情都没有伤害我

  

  又寂寞又美好

  不知道从什么时候起,抑或许一开始就是如此,痴迷于静静的夜晚,十一点以后的样子。那时,一切安然。

  会一圈圈绕着四百米的跑道走,不停歇,也不加快脚步,就那么单纯地走着。周围是被黑色渲染了的世界,偶尔会有朦胧的灯光点淡了的这夜的幕布的某些角落。于是,依稀可以辨别出白日里清晰的树,栅栏,足球门、校外桃农围的护墙的影子。 十点半以前的田径场是热闹的,健身的三五成群或独自自在。足球场,有情侣、三五好友约在一起或躺或坐聊天的。旁边黑漆漆的篮球场上还有人借着田径场传去的灯光打着球,时不时传出阵阵叫好。远处,图书馆楼顶的钟,红的指针,绿的格子,一闪一闪,在淡黑色的苍穹下,显得那么孤寂、特别。

  走着,走着。跑步的人很多,喘息声一阵接着一阵飘进耳朵,一个个人从身边跑过,眼前,留下他们奔跑的身影,很快的消失又不见。抬头看天,是淡淡的黑,没有星星,也没有月亮。偶尔,有几盏灯划破安静的夜空,那是飞机从头顶走过,时不时会想,机上是否有人会想到地上有人,如我,在这般看着他乘坐的飞机的航灯划过的夜幕?

  操场上渐渐安静了下来,眼前出现的身影越来越少。远处教学楼不知何时入了睡。看看图书馆的钟,似乎快十一点了。想起有次偶尔看到它时针反走,当时立马给阿归发短信报道说,终于在武科大见识到了“反方向的钟”。惹得她连着三条满是惊叹号的回信。至此,也不太敢相信这特立独行的钟。掏出手机,果然,十点四十了。该回去了。对自己说。脚却没朝门口迈去。于是,又继续走着。跑道上,还有三两个人在跑着,他们是不是和我一样的呢?却只能心里问下自己。没有答案。

  一步步走着。出了田径场的门,安静的马路上,只有我一个人的影子,昏黄的路灯把它拉得瘦瘦长长的,傻傻的想,要是能有这样瘦这样高就好了,那样就可以想穿什么衣服就穿什么衣服,想怎么吃就怎么吃,想干什么都可以没那么多无谓的顾忌……想着想着,不觉嘲笑起自己的幼稚。好久没有这般孩子气的想法冒出来了。

  已然是夏季了,预报说这几天气候有点反常,果然,夜晚竟有了习习凉风吹着。道旁的梧桐,粗壮的树干上,枝叶柔柔的,灯光穿过,打在地上,树影婆娑。路灯下那一排排在风中摇摆枝条的垂柳,一簇簇的淡绿,焕发着别样的生气。青蛙在荷塘里呱呱地叫着,草丛中响起虫儿们此起彼伏的“簌簌”重唱,远处宿舍楼的灯光隐约洒在湖面,粼粼的湖纹如鱼鳞似锦缎……站在绿色砖石铺成的小道,闭上眼,静静地呼吸,某一刻,突然醒悟,为什么自己一直迷恋这样夜色弥漫的世界。美好如它,只有此时才脱去了白日里强加给它的我们自认为漂亮却其实浮躁、喧嚣的外衣,真正用它自己的语言,虫鸣蛙叫鸟啼,展露它本来的纯真美丽。不娇艳、不媚俗,安静却生意盎然如那翩翩柳枝,然,又有几人有一颗同样安静的心去懂它?

  呼吸,呼吸着虫鸣,鸭叫以及那风从芦苇从走过的声音,感动一点一点弥漫着心头。径自发觉,这更是种贴近自我的呼吸,在这淡黑色的天地间,白日浮躁的心也慢慢安静下来,所谓的困扰在不知不觉间一点点挥发,没了踪影。而往昔对自己的那些不明了,却在同一时刻渐渐明朗起来。原来,某种程度上,这世界同人一样,需要摒弃无谓的世俗喧嚣,进而才能找到最初的真实。心顿时轻松了起来。

  于是,嘴角上扬,给自己,也给这一刻的世界,一个微笑。
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